FAVORITE SCRUBS MOMENTS: ONE PER EPISODE
4.20 “My Boss’s Free Haircut”
Everything you ever love will reject you or die.
Well, I’m back.
And everything in my life has changed. I almost feel like making an entirely new Tumblr, because everything posted before this now seems like it was part of another life. But maybe it’s good to preserve the memories. Looking back, I’d almost forgotten how I felt. Someone told me I spend too much time in the past and not enough time in the future. Maybe this won’t help with that. But oh, how I’ve missed it.
One year ago yesterday, all of this began.
But I guess, if I’m honest with myself, it began long, long before that..
I think it makes me angry, when you know exactly what I’m going to do. When you know exactly what I’m thinking and feeling. Maybe the thing that bothers me the most is how well you know me.
Someday, I’m going to reconcile everything. I’m going to stop going back and looking at pictures from that trip and wishing that I could go back and do things differently. Someday I’m going to accept that there is nothing I could have done that would have kept all this from happening. Someday I’m going to stop feeling so hurt all the time.
I just don’t know when that someday is..